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Its been a week since i was diagnosed with type 2 diabetes.

And 9 months with acute pustular psoriasis
and auto immune syndrome.

I am no longer as happy, or confident with everything.
I am hungry at times, but whenever I eat, haunted.

I didn't know psoriasis could lead you to several health problems
Because your system and cells kinda messed up.
Devastating, I know.

  been sad for seven days.
Diabetes, is worse than a breakup you see.
I know I am fat, but I've been eating healthy for a year now.
I drink plain water more than I could take.
I put off few kilos earlier this year, then I fell ill

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I decided to stop being sad, but it was not that easy.
Im hoping for a better me tomorrow.
Innallah ha ma'ana